I knew it..

I started this journey to find out what was wrong with my stomach. I had hope they would find what it was and it could be fixed. I don't have crohns, or celiacs, like I was afraid I had, so that is really good! but...I have to say, in the back of my mind, I knew the doctor wasn't going to find out anything and I was right! I don't have the best track record. I spent a lot of money, not to mention the tests are not fun and I got nothing! He doesn't know what is wrong with me. He said I could have my gallbladder out and that might solve my problem. There is 50/50 chance. Do I do it? That is the question??? But I am scared to death to be put under! I was put out, just a little bit ago, and I was crying my eyes out! Do I do it again??? Just once I wish things would go my way! I have been down in the dumps lately and I was hoping to find a little light at the end of my tunnel. I guess I just keep on going with all the pain and the problems! YEAH ME!! (To quote London Tipton.. yes I watch/hear to much of my girls TV shows!)